Complex emotions. Wide awake. Time slows down. Do people who are about to meet divinity again feel like this?
Not that she is divine, no she is very much human. But the idea of our ideas mating and producing magic, bringing us closer. Funny how trust changes everything.
Instead of achievement, there is relief. Instead of obsession, there is a feeling of coming home. Instead of dropping the present and craving the future, there is mindfulness of the present and knowing that the future will come and it is so sunshiny, I need shades.
When there is a drive to improve yourself for the sake of the other, you know something special has happened.